The Difficulty of Reality

It has been approximately two weeks since I started enjoying my Christmas vacation. Along with the oh - so delectable days, I've been accomplishing school stuff and fortunately, I did finish 'em all.

Or, was it really all?

I don't know if it's plain luck or call it motivation, but I managed to do the Adversaria, Stylistics assignment and the SCL9 AVP. I just don't find the reason why I can't seem to do the Logic critique paper. It's just so difficult, head - aching and impossible.

What was to blame?

Is it my inclination towards the arts and flair for literary writing?

Is it my strong dislike towards long narratives?

Or I was just being plain lazy?

I must admit that I believe in my classmates determination though. I mean, it's not like we are always exposed to these types of texts, that's why it definitely boggles my mind as to how they managed to finish their papers. The truth is, they even had the difficulty of making their adversarias. And totally, mine is a different case.

Right now, I can't concentrate because of the constant playing of loud music in my mom's laptop. She even had these horrible speakers - making the music sound louder and clearer. The music doesn't get on my nerves. It's the sound. To think that she even had the guts to complain about our electric bills.

I can't just turn it off, my brother and I would surely fight over it. And to release my stress and agitation, I had to post a new blog entry.

There is such a thing as "noise stress." I am deeply aware that I am a music lover, but not to the extent of doing homeworks. I'm not that global, I can't concentrate and comprehend these reading materials when I am exposed to loud music, and more so, noise. In fact, I can't think while listening to those because my attention is divided. I've always been a multi - tasker, but not when reading. The place has to be quiet.

I can't figure of a way as to how I can finish my paper. Even if I lock myself on our room, I would still be hearing NOISE. And would definitely end up surfing the internet rather than making my paper.

Consideration absolutely lacks in my home. Our house isn't that big; so when people began shouting, the entire population could hear it. When they play music, they would definitely distract anybody. And it really gets on my nerves. I want to shove mom's laptop just because she went to a friend's house, and hasn't come back since 12 p.m.

And still, the music keeps on playing.

Whew! Life. Shit happens.